I have been in the town
of Kofu (prefecture of Yamanashi) on several occasions since 1973, after
I first met Master Tsuneyoshi Ogura with Sensei Henry Pléé in Paris. I
don't want to re-create this story here at this moment. If I go back in
time to this first meeting, I have to say that it was decisive for my
Budoka practice, at the bottom of this Kimochi (environment) which had
suddenly been settled between us. I decided to remain faithful to the
man who had then given me 5th Dan, with the title of Shihan. I decided
to remain "dependent" (Ba), without hesitation, because he
gave me confidence at the moment I thought of stop practicing Karate,
which did not reflect any more (within the sporting federation in which
I believed at first) the very reasons which initially attracted me and
kept me there for more than 15 years already.
When I went once again in his Dojo in Gembukan in April 1992, I knew the
Master had health troubles and was recovering from his first attack, I
found him brutally aged physically, but his spirit had remained sharp.
He then entrusted me, that when he arrived at the Sky (while he was in a
coma), God had said to him to go back to his Gembukan, because there
would be still many things to be done… but, he should have added, for
"some time"… A touching manner to tell me that he
appreciates what he felt to be as a deferment. On that occasion, when he
gave me 8th Dan, he made a point by adorning his pageantry kimono for
the traditional ceremony of handing over the diploma in his Dojo. When I
left Kofu, we thought we will never see each other for another
examination again…
Nevertheless, some people's Karma imposes strange turns… That the
Master was to survive, but still with degrading health. I knew he
awaited me these last years. I would like to mention that he discouraged
me to visit in 2004, as I had planned, writing to me that it would be a
bad year for me… That, indeed, was the year I started to be
preoccupied with health issues, which were prolonged in 2005…! Thus, I
anticipated this return to Kofu as soon as possible. I had once again
the lucky chance to see Sensei Ogura.
Strange thoughts took over my mind when I took the Azusa train from
Shinjuku in Tokyo, in direction to the mountains of Yamanashi-ken. A
feeling of returning to the source once again, after all this time, like
an unhoped-for grace. This time the cherry trees had bloomed, and the
vines were already green. Further more, the Master awaited me. How was I
going to find him? I was unable to not feel feverish…
To my friends (and also to the others…) who will read these lines, I
would like to say only this: Visibly more physically declined, unable to
move much accept very slowly, speaking with difficulty, the eyes of my
old Master still inhabited the same flame as they penetrated mine. We
just had to start by… crying together… happily! Intense sequence of
emotions… Then slowly we gathered our feelings again. The words came.
Glances, smiles. Happiness to be together in a so unhoped-for way. A
great moment! And then, I wanted to speak to him about my "Tengu
Way", to explain to him a research which I had undertaken when I
left 14 years ago. In the presence of his two sons, Hisanori Sensei and
Hirotsune, he listened to the long explanation of my evolution, and
spoke with voice so low that I had to come very close to him to be able
to understand his remarks of an unexpected relevance, fulfilled with
supportive and benevolent glance. Later, before we parted (for how long
this time…), the Master pronounced my promotion to the title of Hanshi,
in the tradition of the Menkyo system (title which translates in the
modern system into 9th and 10th Dan), and more important to me, the
title of Soke (Master-Founder) of Tengu-Ryu Karate-Do, including
Kakemono with his seal as a sign of his support.
A very few times I have had strong feelings during the attribution of my
ranks as Karate expert. In 49 years of practice and passion to this
date: joy and pride at the time I was given my 1st Dan (1961) and 2nd
Dan (1965) with the French Federation (I was young and I still believed
in it). Then still pride at the time of the 5th Dan given to me by
Sensei Ogura (1973). Then, mostly nothing, never really, until this
evening of April 28th, 2006. When I found myself completely submerged in
this feeling of a great peace and immense happiness. Of an immense
responsibility… As simple as that… But I absolutely did not want go
and shout out on the roofs… I wanted to remain exactly, just like that,
forgotten there, to be able to keep this feeling longer to myself…
This evening I walked a long time in the night of Kofu. If I share this
here, it is only after I have reflected on it for a long time, and I
finally decided that it will be right to share it with those, who on
their turn, have trusted me for so long time. Here, it is done now. Let
us not speak about this any more. There is a lot of work to be done
first, before one is able to even foresee the end of the Road: "Kyu
Do Mu Gen" (Following the Way never ends.).
When I found myself at the Kofu station, I took a look for the last time
at the mountains surrounding the city where my Master continued to fight.
The horizon behind was vaguely profiled by Mount Fuji in the morning fog,
my heart became heavier. Will I see Shihan Ogura again? With his
authorization to teach "My" Way, which from now on could be
only mine, in the purest Tradition of the stages "Shu",
"Ha" and "Li", he legitimated "Tengu-No-Michi"
. The day before, Master Ogura put in the enormous effort to climb the
stiff stairs which connect his apartment to the Dojo, with visible
pains, to pose for the memorable photo. Where was the happy time we ran
to the temples in the country of Takeda Shingen? Yes, of course, we
cried when I was leaving. Domo Arigato, Sensei…Mata Omeni Kakarimasho…
Who could know? When I left once again the Kofu Temple dedicated to
Takeda Shingen (another rite…) I imagined that I heard the laughter of
a Tengu… Could it be laughing at the brittleness of the men? But,
another time, perhaps, it will be inspired to give me an answer to the
questions I continue to ask myself! A part of my heart remained with the
Tengu of the Kofu country. May the life be soft for you, O-Sensei Ogura,
still for long. Let your Tengu assists you. O Ki Otsukete, Sensei ...
Take care of yourself ...
Roland HABERSETZER
... on May 28, 2006
(translation from french :
Dimitre "Mitko" Mihaylov)
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